Sunday, June 19, 2005
not very long ago
you entered my world
and became part of the story
you took up a few chapters of my life
for a moment
you were in the limelight
then suddenly one day
you decided that it was a mistake
without explanation
you packed up and left
tearing away the pages
leaving behind a gaping hole
so wide
so abrupt
i broke into pieces
i wept
till reasons to hold on ran dried
i let loose of the grip
then to realise i was bleeding all along
time heal my wounds
or rather
and maybe
i tucked the pain down under my skin
to unwind the memories
and pretend nothing happen anyway
was fine
were good
till you came knocking on my door
everything went topsy turvy
just like before
through my eyes
i peep into your soul
wonder if i should
let down all my defenses
and allow myself
to overlook the past
give you a chance to creep into my world
and fill up the missing pages all over again
i made it known at 2:47 AM
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