Wednesday, June 29, 2005
my room depicts the present stage of my life. a mess. a big mess. so wat's wrong? i don't know.
wat's new? i never know what's exactly wrong. im sleeping among books, cds, guitar, empty water bottles, clothes etc. been like almost a month and i just can't bring myself to pack up the mess and move on. deep down inside, i just hope that the crap will clear by itself or maybe somebody will pack it for me.
mommy, can you help me please? feel fat. utterly fat.
ya wat's new? all you care about is this... argh whatever. fuck off you ass.
fight the demon. wanted to skip training but im just gonan drag myself down.
remember your goals! work hard for it! hope mambo will make me happy tonite. peng's back! we shall rock the dancefloor and tmr i shall go tanning wif minyan. yay life's still beautiful no matter what. keep believing..
i'll pack up the mess.
i made it known at 6:17 PM
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