Wednesday, June 22, 2005
maybe im too free. too much time to let my mind idle. so was just thinking about me being the very rebellious daughter. that day when we were sending jolene off, her parents looked so sad. then i wondered, will my mommy cry if im going overseas for so long? then i told my teammates, i think my mum will have a major celebration by having firecrackers if im going overseas to study. come to think of it, i doubt it. i can still remember how worried my mommy was when i first went Perth for a overseas training trip wif my teammates when i was only 14 years old. i was away for like 10 days? it was winter and i was so cold that my head was spinning. called home then i cried myself to sleep that night. then going overseas to play netball became normal so didn't really miss home that much. last year, i went india for a month. my mommy said she worried for the enitre month and occasional phonecalls back were like bonus for her. school started so i shifted to hostel. my mommy will call me everyday to ask if im ok and got eat anot. and travel to jurong point from bedok just to eat with me or bring home cooked food for me cause i complained that hostel food suck big time. i tink staying in hostel make me realise something... my mommy miss me really badly. i could sense her loneliness. so good gal shifted home to stay
. although she keep insisting that i shifted home so i don't have to do my own laundry and will have good food to eat. hahah~ to a certain extent, it's true. lol~ i always think that i ahve a very wierd relationship with her. love hate relationship? no one knows me better than my mommy yet sometimes i get so pissed with her that i feel like kicking her in the ass! haha~ yay i noe im a bad girl. when i was young, i even kicked her when she wanted to beat me hahaha~ that night, my mommy was joking that maybe she took the wrong baby home. that maybe im not her daughter.
ya i tink so too. with the looks of my dad and my mom, i tink im too pretty to be their daughter. haha~ please lo... i can cook and sing... just like my mommy. i am artistic and can design stuff just like my dad since he works as a jewellery maker. hehe~ in addition, i spend alot of money. just like him! heeee im crapping liao.. whatever it is, i lurve my family very very much even though i tink that i ahte them sometimes. and also my brother. very tall adn boyish looking. i always tell my frens that he is very very shuai! of coz lo, he's my di di! heee and he is very smart.. director list lo! hahah coz, he is my di di! heee my family rocks!
i made it known at 2:49 AM
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