Saturday, May 21, 2005
why now? why get injure now? i feel weak. as if im breaking into pieces. and at times like this, i feel utterly lonely. so sensitive to everything that you do. i shouldn't expect. expectation only brings disappointment. i can't run. i can't train. i can't do anything. other than rotting at home. am i being too sensitive? but i feel so lonely. that im fighting alone. my knee hurts. yet all i can do is pretend that it doesn't. im lost. again.
please... not now... there is so much that i want to do... don't do this to me...
i made it known at 7:09 PM
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