Saturday, May 28, 2005
time will heal anything in the world. and i believe God will heal me too. it's just a matter of time. my knee will recover very soon n i'll be kicking asses again. everything that happened. be it bad or good are blessings. bad ones are blessings in disguise.
at least now i know. it hurts. it bites me every time i see something familiar. but i know that my friends are still with me. accepting and loving me just the way i am. and i thank God for bringing me back to play.
to realise the importance of netball in my life and the people - teammates who grew up with me. everyone's lives have fair shares of ups and downs. i was living in a sheltered world. we were protecting each other all along. since we started training together. our lives are so closely knitted that i never knew what's betrayal and abandon. we only show each other what's love. and the power of dreams, determination and belief. they understood how it feels like to be injured. because the game is a part of all of us. whatever it is, we are around for each other. and i think that's all that really matters. to me, it really doesn't matter what you think about me now. and i will no longer be a burden to you. since it's so tough on you then so be it. you know what i really want to say....
FUCK OFF YOU ASSHOLE! finally i got it off my chest.
and you don't deserve me as a friend at all. and ya, im quite vulgar and direct. not happy? then stop reading. cause i don't really have to give a shit about what you think.
i made it known at 11:57 PM
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