Saturday, May 07, 2005
so what should you do during a 3 month long holiday? seems like im like just wasting my time. spending os much money. on what i also don't know. clubbing? maybe. but im going to stop for like one month plus since my darlings are going off to america. been a long time since i bought clothes. food? transport? maybe. so many things that i want to do. yet im just slacking away. hate this feeling totally. totally gross out by it. im starting to realise that i can't stand to spend a friday or saturaday night alone. like nothing to do. makes me feel so empty. and exceptionally lonely. i can't stnad the quietness of the night. to come back home and find out that i am all alone. argh!!!!!!! think i kena pm sliao. menses coming so my mood abit off. gonna book in for camp on monday liao. then the 21's girls gonna set off for darwin then won't be abck till 22. so that means only training on tue and fri, sat and sun. so got free days. pls date me~ went zouk wif peng, yayi, claudia and their friends yesterday. got myself a new part-time sweetheart - teddy. cool guy. cool character. can go do crazy things with him during the holiday. can't wait to book in for the camp on monday. its like i can run away from reality for 5 days and challenge myself to my limits there. gonna kayak, high rope course etc. damn exciting n im sure its gonna be fun! but high rope course. praying hard that i can conquer my fear. argh!! blabbering aagain. enough of blabberholic's shit. peace pls....
i made it known at 1:26 PM
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