Thursday, May 05, 2005
i got my hair cut! haha~ i have fringe now! heeeeeee i look pretty!
even if you don't think so, do you think i give a shit about what you think? my sweetie pies ( peng n wendy) are going us soon liao. and i shall use this period to take a break from clubbing! went mambo yest. fun but abit regret that i drank.
such a sucky feeling! although i was fucking high~ shit me! ok but i never do stupid things so its ok and i didn't puke. starting to be goo goo ga ga about leon again! HAHAHA princess rachel is back!!! hurray! heee frankly speaking, feel tat i always drink when i go club wif the pe peeps, they got quite drunk yesterday. the feeling isnt very good la. everytime we go clubbing together then end up like that. machan take turns to vomit.
the other time was me. bleahhhhhh . so shall not let history repeat itself. went ktv wif wendy, yayi n yuwen before that. then i was singing this quite sad song, yayi thot i was gonna cry. haha~ silly guy. i won't cry la~! im a strong girl man. although im getting worried about him. he doesn't look fine recently. stress about sch stuff? family? i don't know. i wanted to ask him if he's ok. but i... i don't want him to think that im bugging him or what. although i am only genuinely concern as a friend. felt that i gave him alot of trouble already. so... don't know la. see how it goes. but im getting better so don't have to worry about me. i am really fine. i know wendy, yayi and peng are worried about me. cause i can act happy yet sad inside. but im moving on =) nothing will put me down. at least for now. i can't control so i leave it to God. i will i can~
i made it known at 8:25 PM
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