Sunday, May 08, 2005
i am not trying to say all guys are bastards. but why are there so many bastards and jerks in the world? and especially around me. i hate to see my friends getting upset. be it they got played, lead on or bully. if you are the bastard or jerk, i can tell you. you better run away from me whenever you see me. assholes.... some guys just said that they are so upset and they can't get over their ex. then a few weeks down the road, disgustingly happily attached.
so much for being damn upset that you even try to call her friends to try to get her back. cry until as if the sky gonna drop. like what the hell! argh! cannot stand it. well, to be fair, some girls are like that too. i hate bitches too. haha who don't? but, bastards and bitches still exist. ah. whatever.
didn't play well today. whoopingly lousy shooting percentage. but im not going to give up lo. even if i didn't play well although i want to. i gave my best. i tried my very best. who cares about what others think? like what liling said, one's worth is not determined by what other people think. the netball circle is a damn realistic one. if you are good or needed, people will be nice to you. if you lost your so called worth, then you will have to get ready to fight against the tide.
exactly how i am feeling now. same feeling as kayaking against the tide. tiring and demoralising at times. so what if im the underdog, hah i got nothing to lose. i believe that everything that's happening is God's plan for me to become a stronger and tougher person. just do the best that i can then i hav no regrets.
eating rochor tau huay wif liling and weiqi just makes me understand what's called
simple happiness. simple little things that happen yet they are so powerful to surge into your heart and bring in waves of warmness and love. thank you so much for loving me and accepting me the way that i am.
i love you guys too. and i thank God for bringing you guys into my life. =)
i made it known at 12:17 AM
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