When you believe

no matter what happen, i will keep believing and pray that everything will be fine. even when i feel so down. even when i feel that i am slipping back into it again. i will always trust Him. that everything happens for a reason. sorry if i seem to be like repeating myself but i kind of need to keep reassuring myself. netball centre now is machan like my second home. every evening will be there haha but fun la. was talking to liyana about netball today. as we grow older, the fun aspect of playing the game just drop. a game that was so simple in the past, now seems so complicated cause there are just so many things that are involved and you have to consider. injuries, politics, coaches, pressure to perform, school, work etc. but one thing that never change is your teammates aka friends. netballers are such a bunch of crazy girls regardless of the age. we are capable of doing crazy stuffs that you will not be able to imagine. after a training, a dinner get-together is all you need to rejuvenate your inner soul. and its just get you coming back for more. thank you so much girls! you guys are the reason why i am smiling tonight. really.... thank you so much for making me the person i am. thank you for sticking with me even when i was nothing but a piece of crap. thank you for believing in me even when i thought that i had nothing left. thank you for bringing me back when i dirfted away. to the place where i truly belong. love you guys truck loadz!