Tuesday, March 08, 2005
its surprising how some people can be so selfish. selfish about their everything. too selfish to share. to selfish to give. too selfish to teach. be it knowledge, skills or time. and even love. i am not rich. i am not that pretty even though i always claimed that im pretty rach. but i can say that i have a pretty heart. my friends can justify for me. peng always say that i have plenty of love that i love to share and surround my friends with. i like to let my frens noe that i lurve them. even though i can be stubborn n spoilt brat at times. throwing my tantrums at them some times. i may not be good in anything. but if there is something within me that i can share with u, i will share. if u r not good at a certain topic or netball, and it happens that im good at it. i will help u. yet some people are so selfish with what they know, too selfish to share. and yet the ironic part is they are gonna be teachers. exams are not even nearing. i am not bother about crossing over anot. yet i can already feel abit of competition building up. yet to some people, its just that i don't care. but in the first place, i have already learnt not to care about what you think about me. its doesn't really matter anymore. you can do all sort of things to get the popluarity or fame you want. you can say or do all the things in the world to make me feel discouraged. be it netball or studies. but i can tell u, i have already decided to go back to train. and i will put put my heart n soul into it. to play my very best for my country and my teammates. to prove it to myself that, i am more than what i think about of myself. although i noe its not right, but i want to prove to
YOU that i am more than what you think am i. this time round, you really make me pissed. but thank you so much for that. coz you rekindled the fighting spirit in me.
MOVE BITCH! GET OUT THE WAY! wendy~ take care of urself. sorry that i can;t go us wif u. but im sure u will enjoy it to bits. even though im not going, take it as a blessing in disguise. im sure that by going alone, you will walk a different path and discover another part of urself that u have nv see before. heh i am being positive here. have not been toking to u much, let's meet up soon k! be the 2 heck care gals we always have been! lurve u gal! =)
i made it known at 12:29 PM
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