Thursday, February 03, 2005
when is my menses gonna come? RARRR i am feeling freaking bloated for the past one week and damn it! i feel fucking fat! RARRRR
ok not as if its the first time you are feeling fat. mambo yesterday wasn't shiok although crapping with the bartender @ winebar was quite interesting haha~ dat guy is farnie la. leon's cute as usual. haha well, i am a BIG FAT LOSER!!! booooo dun dare to even look at him and invite him to my burst day party! RARRRR
rachel yim, you are damn loser... there goes the 2 bottles of alcohol that wendy and peng wanted to sponsor for my party... RARRR ok nvm still have next next week to ask haha. can't wait for the week to end. really can't wait. pess bash's on fridae. then going to sentosa wif peng on sat <---(hope its still on, crossing my fingers) i feel like shopping. buy new clothes but perfectionist over here feeling fat. have been working out at the gym for the past few days. haven see any effect.
DUHHHHH you think the few runs and weights that you lifted will do miracles on you? stupid... peng was telling me that i am getting too consious nowadays as in want everything to turn out perfect. maybe yes maybe no.. ah don't want to think. too tired to think. going to have observation from my cooperating teacher later.
pray hard that everything will turn out fine...
i made it known at 9:06 AM
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