Monday, November 08, 2004
one paper down... three more to go... all i want to do now is get it over and done with.. watever the result i will accept it...
well if you do badly, learn from it. you know that its not that you are stupid but its because you didnt put in the effort, you know it. so don't let history repeat itself anymore ok? you know what you want in life. so work hard for it and don't be a pain the ass. you can do it babe. remember what you n wendee said to each other? we gonna be smart and hardworking mambo queens!!!haha when will that come true for u? bwhahahha ~
have been feeling quite ok recently... less mood swings n more control of emotions. i tink swimming and running really help alot. at least there is a positive outlet and i will not seek comfort from eating.
and if anybody out there think that im juz being mad and obsessed about losing weight by being an exercise freak haha i just cant stop myself from laughing straight into your bloody face! bwhahaha i mean i want to be healthy and if through the process i lose some weight then treat it like a bonus lo hehe i dont want to miss out yummylicious food like ben and jerry...
i will die without chocolates and ice cream and all the pigging out sessions with my galpals like wendy wong! wa lau everytime we eat we will really ENJOY lah hehe but its shiok la hehe can't wait for all the shit to end so i can meet up with all my frens! gonna go mambo! meet up wif liling n inky n samu n xiang jun!
n i tink its time for me to track xiang ying down... where the da hell did u go man????????? i wan to go wakeboarding! buy beads n cloth to make stuff! i wan to read! i wan to sing ktv! i wan to go tanning! whoa i want to do so many things! n yesh catch up wif yolanda who is coming back on the 28 !!!!
babe, u quick come back la im going india on the 2 dec la!!! neh neh gal!!! missing jessica badly.. stupid gal, staying in us for the holidae! boohoo =( or else we can really catch up! this holidae will be sucha exciting experience for me since im going india, sikkim for like one month! can't wait! will be really cold and tough but i know that i will enjoy the whole trip to bitz despite all the difficulties that we will face! met my class after many many days! i just enjoy every minutes spent wif them coz its just so comfortable and joyful to be around them. went for dinner with lovino, sister simin and ken too! haha all the jokes and shooting around hehe lame and silly but fun =) and i just can't wait for the day that i can shoot vino until he shut up bwahhaha~ well, this is sucha long entry of crap hehe~ well... dat's all then ... leon rocks my world bwhahahaha~ im a leon fanatic =)
i made it known at 9:36 PM
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