Tuesday, November 09, 2004
i hate to be sick but unfortunately the flu bug has become my new found best friend.. boohoo! well, feel like talking about reality shows like america next top model. something really puzzled me.. why do everybody just think that its damn lame show and only brainless bimbos watch them. to me, surprisingly, there are things that i can learn from the show. beneath the pretty faces, lies a sense of insecurity and sadness. God is fair. human beings are never satisfied with their looks or anything. nothing is ever enough. i told myself, if im going to let myself lead such a meaningless life of pursuing such desires then i must well commit suicide now and stop wasting the scarce resources wbahahahha~ what am i talking about?! nvm... the flu bug is affecting my brain hehe .
something that i realised: i trust people too easily. giving all out in a newfound friendship without preventing myself from any harm. but man... its enough man. you can make use of me once or twice. but not thrice! im not a brainless freak. ARGH!
:: be myself for no one in this world is as unique as me ::
i made it known at 10:15 AM
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