Monday, October 11, 2004
sometimes, i get so bother about what others think about me that i overlook so many wonderful things that are happening around me. i get so worried and troubled about my weight and size that i forgot that i have loads of friends who lurve me for who i am. i am living too comfortably that i took for granted all the things that i have. so many many things. over the weekend, i realise how happie i can be juz slacking at home, doing nothing but read, singing along with the radio and of coz having home cooked food. i discovered how comfortable i am to be alone, whether it is shopping or lazing around at borders. i discovered how romantic and great i can feel after watching a great movie like wimbledon.how fun it is to be stupid n hang ard wif wendee babe!=) i can still remembered very clearly how happie i can be after watching meteor garden just one year back. how can i forget how it feel to be just the silly and naive me? how come it felt so long ago? how come i am no longer the rachel in tk? i tink its time i sit down n reflect about my perspective of life. what kind of person i wan to be? 's kind of wat life i want to lead? but seriously, if u tink dat im gonna give up clubbing... haha~ dat's kind of impossible u noe? hehe~ coz im still a party queen!!! =p
i made it known at 6:30 PM
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